mh (~)
And i just hope i do good. I hope with my ancient soul that i leave this place better than when i came. That i genuinely help bring hope and joy…
Just a night i feel heavy and would like to just be rocked and told that i’m a good toy, and that i have done well to bring light to others’ lives.
mh (~)
This has been one of those nights where i feel ancient. Not particularly depressed or wrapped up in the past… but i have been through so much that i honestly feel like i’ve lived lifetimes.
Some days it just weighs heavy and i wonder what i’m doing with my life… what i believe in and fight for… despite the outside world’s complete and heavy hopelessness. I put a lot of stake in the future… that someday things will be better for beings like us. I fight for that
Commission, NSFW, Plurality
https://awoo.space/media/dEPrp7MMVEPLMW2_UEY
Sometimes, @Silverwing and I fuse~
IRL pictures, NSFW
Openly showing off my body and face is something i’ve wanted to do for a while now so here ya go >.>’
https://awoo.space/media/P2sENPLcHDwSjl8JsOQ
https://awoo.space/media/E82NynN6uiXn-NJlzNs
https://awoo.space/media/ZccVCOwy4Mi_Y5Ii4lk
dream, woo
But it was all… relative location and energy. I could see that some items had more glow than others. That factored. The goal was to complete the circuit between the two orbs and items with enough ability to pass that energy through
To what end, i’m not sure, but it was an important ritual
dream, woo
Two standing orbs that sort of looked like tesla coils stood with various items like shells & colored stones and glass between. I had a special glass monocle that allowed me to see a sort of glowing pale blue energy in the objects and the orbs. i would hold an item up to my temple and something… inside me would analyze and see if it was compatible. I wasn’t sure if the orbs were creating energy, storing energy, or if them and the items were all acting as conduits to share the energy.
https://www.teepublic.com/t-shirt/1031041-auryn-neverending-story?store_id=94561 this might set a record for “fastest i’ve ever bought a shirt” lol
Made of Music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ay6shWXTnVU
A song strummed and hummed to in a secluded area off the coast of New Cydonia. Ve sits on a rock and watches the sun set with a smile and glowing with sunlight in vis eyes.
Freewriting
There are bad days too. When the tears don’t stop & you worry about what comes next. How society will impact you.
You’ll deal with it.
You’ve been through a lot to get here, Your life is, and will be more difficult as a result of this.
But you love it all the same.
As you look at your friends, all in various stages of change, they give you strength and you feel like you can do this. Together.
Freewriting
Each change an excitement as your senses shift, and body changed further and further. The pain is always there, but it’s the best kind of pain you’ve experienced. The painful road to freedom.
Your raven friend moves on to rehabilitation by now, learning to walk & use their wings. They stop being able to speak, so while they are in voice rehabilitation, you both learn sign language over the course of months.
You can’t wait to be there yourself, learning how to better use your own form.
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing