I’m figuring out that i can just play with phantom sensations and this is potentially ‘dangerous’ as my tail takes up more and more space and my weird-ass self just swoons and hugs it
Mental Health (~-)
I'm most likely ADD
I'm most likely have dissociative disorder
I'm probably on the spectrum
I'm already diagnosed with anxiety/depression
and yet Capitalist American Society doesn't give any shits and would rather me die and I'm trying fucking hard every day just to overcome all of this shit and I just
hate
this world
Mental Health (~)
I -WISH- I had official diagnosis for these issues, but I continuously have No Idea how to go about that, and with the amount psyches I've seen, I get the impression that MH is gatekeepy as fuck
Mental Health (~)
Me: does Something every day to be productive in some manner
My brain: You're not doing enough. You're a failure and you shouldn't have moved so far out here without a job and more money and more to rest on. You are terrible and are a drain to those around you and you should just stay silent and let that guilt continue to weigh you down and further damage your productivity and headway
me, subconsciously somehow: ok sounds reasonable
Dead Cells
Interestingly, Pyrotechnics was my lowest damage source. Tornado with it's low recharge and for-some-reason doublestacking poison source, it chewed through everything very, very quickly o.o I lucked out and got really late damage reduction sources, and that ice bow is *chef's kiss*
“Fully automated padded gay space communism” #nocontexttheatre
I had a spontaneous after-dinner date with my girlfriend orcafriend @minimink and it was so soft and nice and i feel gay and sappy and aaa
ocelot arcade system: a homebrew game system that uses VECTOR GRAPHICS 😮😍
WANT
http://www.mrdictionary.net/ocelot/
(via https://twitter.com/simoncarless/status/996087375154429952 )
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing