It is difficult for me sometimes. I feel frustratingly undeveloped even though i have discovered a lot recently. Some nights it feels as though my strength is a guise, but damn if i ever show it.
I am glad i thought to make this space, however, and honestly… i like having the space away. Do not get me wrong, i enjoy V. Ve just… well i am glad Ve is standing on ver own more.
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I think i surprised V, though. I long for my home too, and ve never considered that. I think seeing me sentimental shocked ver. Hell, maybe it shocked me.
I guess i should start figuring myself out though right? Interests? Motivations? It was so much simpler back home. Simple things and simple needs. V makes everything so complicated. Not that i blame ver with our brain. It is hard enough sure me to figure out myself while filtering the neuro noise out
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@RaiaSilverwing It'll come in time and opportunity. I'm done hogging things over here out of my ignorance. You'll have your space, that I promise ^.^
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@Oneironott Thank you, lovely.
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Like i said though… i feel undeveloped and i hardly know where to start.