ramona✅ @Ramona@awoo.space

i said i like her harness
she wanna share her star dust
i think that girls a marxist
cos that just where her heart is

a word of advice: don't fuck with amphetamines unless you have something to do that requires that much energy or you'll be wanting to explode for 3 hours

life's been really good to me for the last week which is so weird???

i'm in a new house with a really chill roommate who's a stoner crustpunk, i've been VERY high for the last week consistently, someone i dig and used to fuck a few years ago wants to fuck again (which is validating and means this person's found me hot for like 6 years, holy fuck), and i'm about to drop ETH-LAD with a friend in like 10-15 minutes while listening to 0PN.

good times, good times

ETH-LAD? more like WEW-LAD

i'm about to try ETH-LAD for the first time

wish me luck

i've also had a lot of people i've met through like okcupid/tinder flake on dates and whatnot in the last 2 months so it's been a Time

idk honestly i've been having a pretty awful time

a big thing about me is like, i thrive on people finding me attractive (esp. in a romantic sense) because it validates me and makes me feel like a Real Desirable Woman but like, lately nobody really has and it's been awful since everyone around me is getting kissed/laid w/ new partners and whatnot and i'm just sort of here

like, i can only think of two people that actually genuinely dig me in any way???

it's so weird because like

i've been texting someone who seems genuinely interested in me and it's so easy and effortless to talk to them, but at the same time like

even though they're showing avid interest my stupid fucking AVPD ass is internally freaking out about it because i don't see how/why someone would like me honestly

i'm not very good-looking, i'm fucked up from years of trauma i've tried to suppress, and i'm incredibly annoying most of the time

i'm totally enamoured by your life.

@astrumsystema I guess but like...I'd prefer it just be chopped off and that be it then have what parts are necessary get all mangled up in the process and make things riskier than it already is?

@noiob honestly like, it had some great moments, but the whole open-world concept became very boring very fast because all of the side quests were the same boring garbage over and over. i would've gladly taken another linear ME but with all the concepts of Catalyst, honestly.

i'm probably a fucking idiot for waiting to prototype an amateur cybernetics project made by a friend but like

why not honestly

@noiob if only, if only...(I actually really liked Catalyst r.i.p)

also just so everyone knows, i may seem sort of smart at first glance but in reality i don't know shit about fuck

@noiob oh! that's definitely NFC, but it seems they've taken steps to encrypt it with a digital signature so the information on the passport can't be modified in any way, shape or form without immediately alerting.

i can't find too much information about this specific part, but there's speculation that there's some sort of tracking number on the information in the NFC tag that looks you up in a government database when scanned so that it's harder to falsify whatever's on the tag/passport.