ramona✅ @Ramona@awoo.space

I got a new tattoo and did m with some of my really close friends and I'm ALIVE

tell me you're not fucking around on my iPhone 6 battery rn

but also my gender is still dyke

update: i'm alive again and my gender is demigirl (agender femme / sometimes "girl")

i used to say this jokingly but i pretty much view my gender as "dyke" tbh

i feel like...i don't know how to put it??? i feel Very Femme All The Time and only identify with feminine things but i only feel like a "girl" sometimes? i mean i feel like a girl the majority of the time but sometimes something feels off

gender is weird and i think that i wanna go by both she/her and ae/aer

i've been having a Time recently (in a good way or a bad way, who knows? not me)

i have all this energy and no outlet to release it

[screaming forever]

i'm rly manic tonight

r.i.p me

also i had a sweet lil afterparty at my place last night and the musician i wanted to see most that night came too!!! and it was so nice and there were v. good vibes and everyone in the room was trans/non-binary so it was a really good time

mdma & coke & ethylphenidate & alcohol & good company is a good time

@Freylet i'm only like, finally at that point in my life where i'm accepting the fact that i actually do have really bad issues that stem from trauma (4 years after being diagnosed with PTSD, lmao) and fuck it's rough tbh

thank you for your support though ;;

i have no problem asking someone if they wanna have sex but i'm fucking terrified of asking people out on dates because of years of trauma and rejection that make me think that i'll only ever be good for my body!!!

anyway if people ever wanna talk to me for whatever reason i'm almost always down to chat!

@noiob source???

putting on a fake persona for work is so exhausting