I wish I could explain why birdsite feels so much less painful for me to use nowadays than Mastodon...
I miss feeling like I could be open and talk about things and not feel crushingly like I don't belong here anymore...
@Motodrachen I feel like I never have much to say about anything, and that most people are off doing things with other people or talking with their other friends, so I don't really matter or belong with them...
And ... even if people notice, like you... I worry that talking with me is exhausting, or burdening, or just not interesting, and so I feel like I just shouldn't be here intruding this way...