Itadaki Street translation progress
Though, um, not all the profiles have been translated or are working yet... ^^;;;;; https://awoo.space/media/XCd62jEG9L_EsOUcG1g
Itadaki Street translation progress
Now with the bottom text line fixed! ^^ https://awoo.space/media/kvURwXkZip8X7BtKCpU
Itadaki Street translation progress
Got a few bits of text translated, thanks to @RahanAkero@twitter.com! https://awoo.space/media/C28rLgGzWtC7v2ReZA4
neg, self-harm
There isn't anything else going through my mind right now besides "I am complete trash with no purpose in the world."
I want so badly to hurt myself right now.
I can't, because my mechanism keeping me from doing that is still functional.
But it is definitely being strained.
Music mood: Classical Gas, by Mason Williams.
https://youtu.be/mREi_Bb85Sk
@Xkeeper Is hlpa help your tulpa gives you?
@Xkeeper Heavily considering it...
Today I had a lot of positive feelings followed by a lot of negative feelings...
... I think in the end, I came away with even more of a sense of not-belonging here, and thinking my anxiety issues are entirely to blame...
... but at least I got a bunch of game ideas? I probably won't make them... but at least I feel better about things and feel decently creative enough that I think I might actually be able to make a game of my own someday...
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@Xkeeper @bootsy@cybre.space This is 110% my aesthetic
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I removed the "@ GDC" tag from my name because I still don't feel like I belong here... and I don't know anybody else well enough to ask about meeting up, and shouldn't be burdening them with meeting up outside the expo when they have an expo to visit and people to have fun with and parties to attend and generally lots of fun things they could be doing...
Music mood: Autumn Pagoda GC, from Hot Shots Golf: Open Tee 2 (PSP).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RC63uu27YuY
<my headmates> oh and please just actually LISTEN to your emotions, they are telling you what you should do so please just do it
.-.;;;; they know me better than I know myself most of the time
<me> I wanna go meet up with people at GDC!!!
<me> aaaa I'm too shy I want to run away
<me> it'll be fine!!! just go do it!!!
<me> butbut I don't belong here and don't know how to talk with people and I'm just trash
<me> c'mon pleeeease, it's already 9AM and people will be there!!!
<me> aaaa stop I can't do it help .-.
<my headmates> JUST SHUT UP ALREADY WE'RE TRYING TO SLEEP HERE GOD
Poly trans cuddlefloof programmer and gamedev(?). I love poking around in and reverse engineering old games. I'm also super shy and have horrible anxiety, so ... please be nice...
I don't mind if you follow request, but if I don't know or recognize you, please send me a message so I know who you are. #nobot