<me> aaa I have so much trouble playing games anymore, I still haven't been able to make myself play Analogue or Celeste or even Friendly Bunny Mochi
<@Xkeeper> That's because those games give you ~feelings~. You had no trouble playing Disgaea 5 or Everybody's Golf.
<Xkeeper> You can play games for corporate attitude fine, and maybe for stoner, but you have trouble with games ~for feelings~.
<me> UGH GOD
*gets free egg rolls with dinner*
<@Xkeeper> Guess what? You got it for free. Are you proud of yourself?
<me> ...I don't know how to be proud of myself...
I wish I was important enough to people for them to think about me when I'm not immediately around. https://botsin.space/media/1g53j1vY9P3lqiCdaL8
Music mood: Barrel Volcano, from Super Mario RPG.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qf5yHuWyuj8
Music mood: Level music, from Ka-blooey (SNES).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5eyR3zM6tQ
Maybe things would have been better if I had been born a girl. https://botsin.space/media/HZyJE9n7NTZthScVHVk
aaaaaaa @KS@is.a.qute.dog and @Xkeeper made me blush so hard calling me cute that I leaned back in my chair and covered my face and my chair snapped in half .///////////.
Music mood: Blue Cave, from Quest 64, arranged and orchestrated by ADeafBat on Youtube.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fp6Frja3J1w
programming
I don't understand bashing programming languages or people who use them.
Programming languages are tools. They were built for a purpose, and despite maybe not being the "best" tool for a particular job, if they can still do that job, then using them for it is fine.
Telling people that they are (essentially) terrible programmers because they don't use the newest or most fashionable tool doesn't advocate for your tool of choice.
It just makes you look like a douche.
trans stuff, neg, don't read, implied sui
kind of just want to curl up in bed and cry, a lot, and maybe just not wake up, ever...
trans stuff, neg, don't read
I'm a girl but don't really pass that well if you look closely at all;
I don't have any way of supporting myself and my partners are always depressed because of it;
I have horrible, crippling anxiety that makes me feel alone even when I have people around me all the time supporting me;
that same anxiety makes it impossible for me to talk with people I look up to and want to make friends with;
and it also makes anything I do feel completely useless...
Music mood: Coldman's stage theme, from Rockman & Forte (SNES).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WSC-2eH8OBs
Poly trans cuddlefloof programmer and gamedev(?). I love poking around in and reverse engineering old games. I'm also super shy and have horrible anxiety, so ... please be nice...
I don't mind if you follow request, but if I don't know or recognize you, please send me a message so I know who you are. #nobot