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I removed the "@ GDC" tag from my name because I still don't feel like I belong here... and I don't know anybody else well enough to ask about meeting up, and shouldn't be burdening them with meeting up outside the expo when they have an expo to visit and people to have fun with and parties to attend and generally lots of fun things they could be doing...

<my headmates> oh and please just actually LISTEN to your emotions, they are telling you what you should do so please just do it

.-.;;;; they know me better than I know myself most of the time

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<me> I wanna go meet up with people at GDC!!!
<me> aaaa I'm too shy I want to run away
<me> it'll be fine!!! just go do it!!!
<me> butbut I don't belong here and don't know how to talk with people and I'm just trash
<me> c'mon pleeeease, it's already 9AM and people will be there!!!
<me> aaaa stop I can't do it help .-.

<my headmates> JUST SHUT UP ALREADY WE'RE TRYING TO SLEEP HERE GOD

Accidental lewd 

I almost put 🦊 in my name here but "Raspberry 🦊 GDC" doesn't quite send the right message >////>

anxiety, neg 

Uggghhhh having really bad anxiety spikes realizing how much I don't fit in or belong at GDC

Good morning everybody 💖 and welcome to OH GOD I HAVEN'T PACKED YET

<me> aaa I have so much trouble playing games anymore, I still haven't been able to make myself play Analogue or Celeste or even Friendly Bunny Mochi
<@Xkeeper> That's because those games give you ~feelings~. You had no trouble playing Disgaea 5 or Everybody's Golf.
<Xkeeper> You can play games for corporate attitude fine, and maybe for stoner, but you have trouble with games ~for feelings~.
<me> UGH GOD

*gets free egg rolls with dinner*
<@Xkeeper> Guess what? You got it for free. Are you proud of yourself?
<me> ...I don't know how to be proud of myself...

I wish I was important enough to people for them to think about me when I'm not immediately around. botsin.space/media/1g53j1vY9P3

have to, get lots of things done, no time left, aaaaaaa .-.;;;;;;

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If you come up to me at GDC and try to get me to invest in your mobile VR blockchain company I will punch you in the face

<me earlier, hiding under a blanket> th-ththose aren't cute noises, they're, j-jjust, reading uninitialized sound buffers, >////////<

Yo PSA:

Offering affirmation to the people you like who feel like they don't fit in is often a super helpful thing.

A lot of people have often felt on here they aren't welcome or wanted or they're doing something wrong and often nothing is further from the truth.

💖

aaaaaaa @KS@is.a.qute.dog and @Xkeeper made me blush so hard calling me cute that I leaned back in my chair and covered my face and my chair snapped in half .///////////.

Music mood: Blue Cave, from Quest 64, arranged and orchestrated by ADeafBat on Youtube.
youtube.com/watch?v=Fp6Frja3J1

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