Stupid fucking game
I'm tired... There's no other way to describe it. Just.... Tired...
Tired of dealing with one thing after another. Tired of this stupid fucking society and its stupid fucking rules. Tired of the projections and expectations of other people. I just need to get away from it all... I'm tired of playing the game. I never wanted to play to begin with.
That's all it is. A stupid fucking game.
I'm thankful my younger self left me a bread crumb trail out of this hole.
Stupid fucking game (cont)
I wasn't meant to fit in. I wasn't meant to fit into the system. I was meant to break it. I was meant to stand on the outside and be critical of it.
That's how the shaman lives and works... The shaman sees that everything around them is insane and unsure of itself. Thus begins a plan to escape.