Koko as a Teacher
Last night I dropped Koko off at West Seattle Animal hospital.
If anything, I see her as a teacher. Keeping her for nearly six months taught me the true value of what it means to surrender. Not just surrendering her, but to surrender on an existential level.
I've been a fighter for so long...Even when I didnt need to be... It's okay to relinquish control over a specific outcome.
Koko as a Teacher (cont)
My body is actually having adverse reactions to that idea. It's almost like quitting drinking all over again. But if I can quit drinking, then I can quit subjecting myself to unnecessary stress.