Kink and sadbrains.
@Valerie_Elysee Honestly, I can relate. I deal with those feels all the time. It's like I'm always apologizing for existing. That's why I often seclude myself in the forest and recenter. On the bright side, it's a sign that you're not an egomaniac, on the dark side you always wind up berating yourself over the smallest mistake. That can be incredibly maddening. If you ever need to talk, don't be afraid to drop me a line.