Sudden Bouts of Regret
It comes in waves. Feeling as if I have a gaping wound in my heart that's constantly spurting blood all over the ground. Hunched over, eyes squeezed shut as all of my regrets come crashing down like a cascading waterfall that my tears wind up lost in... I can only move forward, reminded that there are still parts of my brain that are broken, and each day I make at least a little bit of progress in fixing it. But good god...It hurts... It hurts so much...