MH
My end goal in life is to escape human society. As it sinks in that even in communities that are supposed to be accepting, there are still judgemental and condescending assholes who can't accept neurodiversity.
Part of being a shaman does involve varying degrees of this kind of alienation. I'm glad I've found those who can relate.
Because it hurts... It hurts so much to try and be kind and generous only to be spat on and judged for being "too quirky."
MH Addenum
To properly recenter myself after this rant, I need to remember that these kinds of people are not only treating me like shit.
They treat everyone else like shit, and everyone else is aware of it. There's going to be assholes at every turn. I just have to be mindful of that between now and when I finally have my cabin.
MH Addenum
Note. I'm not talking about anyone here. This community is the best. I just wish I could say the same about some of the activists I work with.