Ungrounded
I've had so many visionary ideas. But no practical ways of implementing them. No grounding. And the reality of the situation is I need stability in my life. As I spend more time taking a step back from it all, I've just been reeled into nothing but chaos.
I've even considered going back to school to learn shamanic healing, maybe get certifications to be a counselor.
No matter what, though, I need to plant my feet on the ground.
@Ulfra_Wolfe I may take you up on that soon. It's definitely been a while.
Dreamwork
Searching for a house to live and settle down in, I find myself going to an open house where I took a look into this janky-ass bathroom. A withered, skinny, bearded old man was tied to the shower and spewing puss from his mouth as he dissolved and disappeared down the drain.
Old, cystic wounds washing away is how I interpret it. Things I should no longer be hanging onto finally swept away. Down the drain.
Time to move forward.
Escape from Babylon
Going out to be by myself in the middle of the woods. A period of self rediscovery after a string of disappointments and blunders that had me swept up in the chaotic tide of a friend who's ungroundedly juggling too many balls with no resources to complete our projects effectively.
It's time to stay put. It's time to take a break from people. It's time to just go out in the middle of the woods to process and catch up with myself... For however long it takes.
There's a happy ending to that carjacking incident. My friend recovered his vehicle and everything in my backpack was intact. The perp's girlfriend pressured him into giving it back. Talk about dodging a cosmic bullet the size of Uranus.
First night reunited with my old tablet and the power of the forest has my creative drive burning like this morning's fire.
Lewd/Forest Fornication
There's nothing quite like walking through a dense, green, temperate forest while completely bare ass naked on a warm summer evening.
Straddling a fallen, moss covered giant. Feeling the welcoming soft bed of moss with a consistency of shag carpet tickling my sensitive scales as I bask in the glow of the sunset.
Making love to a forest is something else. Raw exhibition to the abundant plant life. The trees waving and shuddering in the eventual climax.
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