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re: How hard did age hit me? Selfie/eye contact 

@emanate Once I finish rebuilding my fursuit I would definitely appreciate an extra pair of hands! I'm covered on the editing and VFX side of things, but I'll keep you posted if I need help there too!

How hard did age hit me? Selfie/eye contact 

2009 vs 2019

I've weathered a bit over the last ten years, and it seems my propensity for filmmaking is going to make a comeback this year. Gained a shitload of experience and trudging ahead like a scaly juggernaut.

Fursuit transformation/body horror 

Aaaaaugh! Oh my fucking p͎̠̰O͎͚̪͉̤ͅפ!̜̳̪͟

I forgot how slow and painful it is to manifest a new physical form!

Look away now!!!

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I'm starting to make out the trajectory of my path. It's clear as day...

And it's absolutely fucking beautiful...

As I trudge on ahead to accomplish my deepest desires, I find myself reaching a light at the end of this long tunnel towards stability...

A sense of building anticipation as I slowly begin the process of patching together my fursuit... In anticipation of my freedom from months stuck in Babylonian entropy.

Months of isolation from my communities except for the signals I broadcast across the digital ether...

I look forward to finding my way back home...To all of you.

The words of the prophets are written on the pillars and dumpsters of Seattle.

Holy fuck. December left me almost completely drained of glamor... I gotta pull some serious metaphysical strings to patch up my worklife and fast.

2019 has been an interesting year so far as I move forward in my process of Coagula.

"To call a man a fool is not necessarily an insult, for the authentic life has frequently been pictured under the metaphor of the fool. In figures such as Socrates, Christ, and the Idiot of Dostoyevsky we see that foolishness and wisdom are not always what they seem to be."

- Sam Keen, Apology for Wonder

Roady boosted

If you want a swiss army knife of a phone, a galaxy note 9 is a worthy investment. This is a Christmas present I won't take for granted and I see it as a key to unlocking my YouTube career. Art, Photography, and a camcorder to rival a DSLR? Hell yes.

I identify with this picture, and this quote, to the point that it hurts a little. This is my entire year right here.

Achieving lucidity 

Last night was the first baby steps into becoming fully lucid in a dream.

I found myself on a ride through a snowy, brutalist landscape before I found myself falling from what appeared to be 300 feet above ground.

It was through conscious action that my wings unfurled and I glided to a nearby rooftop where I picked up a laser rifle and started shooting at goons. This state of lucid awareness lasted a total of five minutes...

The hypnagogic state is lasting a lot longer too. Especially with the aid of white noise like a babbling brook. I'm on the brink of another threshold methinks.

Shift in Energetic Flow 

I'm starting to notice that my energy patterns are phasing out of the model of chakras and into the eight circuits of consciousness. Yielding results that are more in tune with creating my own reality.

It's at this point that I'm feeling more streamlined and less muddled in my spiritual level grinding.

I love that we're starting to see more articles by people on the spectrum that blatantly call out the profiling we deal with on a regular basis.

medium.com/@troycamplin/a-path

My antlers are in! Nobody panic! I'm just going through yet another process of solve et coagula!

Well... It looks like it may be time to part with my little spaceship. If I stand any chance of having a faster commute or any kind of a social life, I need a lower profile car with better gas mileage.

I miss everybody... I know I haven't been there as of late, but it's all a matter of getting my ducks in a row. Both within and without.

Cheers, everyone. Stay safe out there.

re: Healing, trauma, and the many layers of. 

@Oneironott That's definitely how it goes. Peeling back layer upon layer of social conditioning to discover that we've always been perfect. That we are indeed worthy of love. *hugs* You've got this, hun.

Psychedelic use 

Holy fuck. After talking to the dragon skeleton in the living room and disappearing into the forest I opened up in my fucking living room, I retreat back to my den to dance. The silhouette of my antlers like tree branches from my head.

I lie here collapsed in bed and what do I see? But my iridescent arm scales refractalllling light from my little lamp.

@starkatt I can confirm this. Just as I clocked out in SODO, there was a torrential downpour with what looked a flash of lightning on Beacon Hill. Followed by an audible crack of thunder. Thankfully it seemed to pass rather quickly.

This is Roady with the local weather report.

Back to you, Katt.

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