Roady @Roady_Dragonfae@awoo.space

Funny enough, he looked a lot like the asshole I was helping remodel a house last year. Eventually drove off and ditched him like the other contractors he hired.

I killed the toxic side of my masculinity last night. The "thinker" that's always clouding my mind with intrusive thoughts and feelings. Appearing in the form of an evil scientist trying to take over the world of my mind.

He landed his flying craft in front of the boatyard and charged at me one on one. Survival knife in hand, I slashed the bald bastard's throat before shoving it under his chin and right into his amygdala. Just in time for the alarm.

This Sunday afternoon, I'm thinking of embarking on a small journey through the old growth woods of Schmitz Preserve Park in West Seattle. Anyone wanna join?

Methinks I need to get out there and find more dragons in my area.

Light up the sky,
Like a neon firefly,
Put on a show,
With my cosmic glow.
Dragonfae's dance,
When there's ever a chance,
To fly freely and gleefully,
Through the vast expanse.

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I often wonder about what kind of person I would have become if my dad had custody instead of my mom... It makes me glad that she had the greater influence on my life and the kind of person I turned out to be.

I noticed I often look and come off as a dominant type. Which is funny, given I'm incredibly subby in bed. I'll melt right into the arms of another snuggable dragon any day of the week.

Each tattoo represents wear and tear on my human body and mind. My next tattoo will have the skin on my entire left forearm ripped away. Symbolic of the borderline soul-destroying hardships I've endured over the course of 2017.

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To all my Seattle friends, the next barbecue is coming up this Tuesday at the Cascadia Arts Collective! Starting at 7pm, location is CSR Marine Shipyard in Ballard. 4701 Shilshole Ave NW, Seattle, WA 98107

Garlic: Chew a whole clove. Hold it in the back of your throat and it'll obliterate irritation from a cold. Stings like hell but it's worth it.

Tumeric: Great alternative to ibuprofen, which has shown to cause heart problems after long term use. Anti cancer on top of anti-inflammatory.

High vitamin butter oil & fermented cod liver oil: Restores tooth health and heals gum disease by providing fat soluble vitamins and nutrients that are leeched by sugary foods.

Wellp. Time for us to start working on a bioregional mesh network. With the bountiful supply of computer towers laying around, we have more than enough to make all the servers we need. Solar powered for good measure.

Or a dragon, or a wolf, or a plush, or whatever we want to be.

I often worry a lot about whether I'm hurting people. Even when I make a small mistake that's easily forgiven, I get this painful and raw sensation deep down in my heart... A feeling of deep regret that has me breaking down in tears. If everyone else has forgiven me, then I should remember that I also need to forgive myself. We're only human, after all.

God dammit. I tried not to get sick. But now I'm laying in bed, sinuses on fire, chomping cloves of garlic, and hoping like hell that I don't miss another day of work. X..x

I keep having dreams where I find myself in British Columbia... Maybe it's a sign?

Upon several suggestions, I just grabbed two grams of Northern Lights from Lux. Looking forward to trying it!

I've had one hell of a horrible year. But I gotta keep moving forward. Gotta keep pushing up that mountain because like hell I'm going to let it take me. I may be battered and bruised, but I'll never call myself damaged beyond repair. I'm gonna make it out okay, and I couldn't be more thankful for all the help I received along the way.

Tonight seemed like the right night to go on a drive with light-up gloves on.