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Falling off the wagon 

I need to cut back on energy drinks and have more coffee. I've been feeling more bloated, my pants are tighter, and excess sugar is probably the culprit. Bleh. X..x

Holy shit. I burned about 4000 calories at work today. At least.

Personal take on Alan Watts quote 

Zen does not confuse spirituality with thinking about God while one is digging trenches. Zen spirituality is just to dig the trenches.

That's why I love landscaping.

A Year Ago 

A year ago, I stared pure evil in the face and lived to tell about it.

A year ago, I was drugged by someone I thought I could trust.

A year ago, I learned to be vigilant of psychopaths who infiltrate the left and pose a silent danger from within. Their inflated and authoritarian egos undermining our efforts. Preying on the innocent and well intentioned.

After what happened a year ago, I now dedicate my life to mercilessly ostracizing narcissists from our communities.

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Dying Slowly by Pablo Neruda 

You start dying slowly,
If you do not travel,
if you do not read,
If you do not listen to the sounds of life,
If you do not appreciate yourself.

You start dying slowly
When you kill your self-esteem;
When you do not let others help you.

You start dying slowly
If you become a slave of your habits,
Walking everyday on the same paths…
If you do not change your routine,
If you do not wear different colours
Or you do not speak to those you don’t know.

You start dying slowly
If you avoid to feel passion
And their turbulent emotions;
Those which make your eyes glisten
And your heart beat fast.

You start dying slowly
If you do not change your life when you are not satisfied with your job, or with your love,
If you do not risk what is safe for the uncertain,
If you do not go after a dream,
If you do not allow yourself,
At least once in your lifetime,
To run away from sensible advice.

So fucking happy right now! 

I just negotiated and secured a part time job with a local contractor! I go in tomorrow and I'll be working Monday-Thursday.

I'm a crystal figurine surrounded by plushes.

Weather Update 

While it's overcast and chilly, it seems like rain isn't much of an issue. Just a light, occasional drizzle.

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Northern Lights Scribblefest 

What the fuck happened here??? Two hits of northern lights resulted in a page that started out as a baby dinosaur and its mom, which then turned into the view of mountains out an airplane window before devolving into a dark mess of scribbley shit with angry eyes in the center.

Jesus Christ. If I'm looking for creative help, Northern Lights is NOT tue strain for me because this is what it produced.

A Glimpse Into Roady's Spaceship 

I just uncovered my long lost gopro. So I figured I'd set it up, smoke a bowl, and get back to work!

On that note, I wonder if I could utilize this method as a form of divination.

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Holy shit. If I stare at a blank page long enough, I can actually see a picture in the texture of the paper and trace it freehand That's fucking craaaazy!

Reminder for Tomorrow 

5551 SW Admiral Way, Seattle, WA 98116

Street parking is on SW Stevens St just before the bridge.

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Reminder for Tomorrow 

To those who are interested, I'm going to Schmitz Park in West Seattle tomorrow afternoon at 1pm! It appears there might be rain so dress for the weather and be prepared for muddy spots on the trail!

Pondering 

It's really starting to hit me. Just how many lifetimes worth of experiences I've had in the span of just 26 years... If this is a sign of what's to come, it's going to be a hell of a ride. The true initiation never ends, and a hero's journey is never over.

Inked doodle. Getting into the groove of drawing more curvy and dynamic flying poses. Rawr!

Trauma and Honesty 

There's nothing quite like the feelings of self doubt that come from past experiences where no matter how honest and sincere you are, someone always thought you were lying and berated you for it...

It always makes you second guess yourself when you're being honest because a part of you is on edge about everyone doubting you... That has to be the most psychologically damaging feeling out there.

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"after the revolution" 

the cosplay people swarming Seattle made me think: after the revolution, we might be able to imbue daily life with some of the semiotic richness and playfulness of that's currently seen mostly at cons and similar point-events. that lighter, looser sense of public life might help compensate for what, for many people, will be inevitably be a diminished material standard of living. i'm willing to make that trade personally.

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