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Timesplitters 

Timesplitters is hardly ever talked about these days, and that's sad. That series by far had the best multiplayer of any game series of its time with replay value that's unmatched. And what other multiplayer game would I get to be a dinosaur setting a circus bear on fire with a flamethrower and shooting a gingerbread man in the face with a revolver?

If they ever brought Timesplitters back with online multiplayer, it would blow the shit out of TF2 and Overwatch. I guarantee.

It's been a fucking terrible day and I need to be in the presence of some good company right now... I'm back in Seattle and wouldn't mind catching up with folks.

Today. In South Seattle. My friend's vehicle was stolen today. My backpack was still inside... My surface, my books....My dog's ashes. Important possessions in my life. Were taken along with my friend's vehicle.

It can't be more American to be involved in a carjacking to support some asshole's heroin habit on the 4th of July.

Constant misgendering 

No matter how many fucking times I keep telling my business partner I'm a they/them, he keeps misgendering me. I'm fucking sick of it, to the point where if he does it again... I'm gonna throw the most unforgettable shit fit he'll have ever seen. Because I'm done telling him over...and over...and over again. He's a smart guy, but good god is he a dense motherfucker.

Plus I have three weeks of mail in my PO Box I need to retrieve.

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Looks like it'll take a while before I become an official steward of the property...

At this point, I'm heading back up to Seattle. It's a familiar place, my business partners are there, thus I don't have to use up all of my brain power on survival.

I just realized. Living as a steward for a 96 acre property in SW Washington is perfect for doing what I've always wanted to do for this community. Hosting campouts.

Given my friend plans in using this property for a bioregional school which I will be an organizer of, I could even host a few workshops or even a full blown retreat.

After all I've been through, this is exactly the kind of break I've been waiting for.

I hope everyone is doing okay.

I'm harshly reminded that I should save fasting for when I'm in solitude. The vulnerable position it puts me in takes me on a very unsettling ride in the presence of humans.

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Acknowledging My Moon Sign 

I'm a Leo Sun. I've continued to exemplify that over the years by drinking.

My Moon sign is Scorpio, however, and alcohol helped suppress that. Looking back, the subtleties of the latter sign have popped out of the ground more than once. The shadow that is at constant battle with my Sun side.

For six years I ignored that part of myself. Neglected it. And it gave me one hell of a wake up call.

Re-integrating it calls for what a scorpio craves. Solitude. Only I can face myself, afterall.

Sun Scorpios would never want to admit it, but a Leo Sun/Scorpio Moon is excessively more powerful, and even more deceptively dangerous.

Think Trinity Blood, where that geeky, kind-hearted priest turns into a vampire that feeds on other vampires.

The last time a Sun Scorpio fucked me over, I vaguely recall he was actually more scared of me than I was of him when he realized that he couldn't control me, even after being heavily drugged. Taken aback that my Sun sign was hiding a venomous sting only amplified by the lion's sheer might and firepower.

My Sun/Moon combination is incredibly volatile and I need to take time in harnessing the delicate balance between both. If I am to move forward, I need a good amount of time alone so I can put my head down and do my best work.

Stanley Kubrick happened to be a Leo Sun/Scorpio Moon as well. While I don't plan on ever stooping to the horrifying level of psychopathy he inflicted on his cast and crew, he had a habit of being incredibly snappy and on the nose in political and existential commentary.

I look forward to channeling that in one way or another.

Some random asshokey calls me a soy boy?

Joke's on them because I like my coffee as dark and bitter as the abyss where his heart should be.

There is no distinguishing between the sound of Koko chewing on a rawhide and the sound of chewing on her tail. That's unsettling...

Psychedelics 

Aphex Twin is great. But god help you if you ever watch Rubber Johnny on shrooms. I'm almost certain that would fuck a person up for life.

Parked in the middle of the woods. Windows cracked, blasting Juno Reactor, and I can see the surrounding vegetation swaying and dancing to the pulsating rhythm.

Back to Washington 

So it looks like I may be heading back up to Washington soon. I have some friends out by the peninsula and they need a caretaker and organiser for a bioregional school startup. Part of the cooperative I'm co-founder of.

Gives me the opportunity to put my head down, work remotely, and not having to worry so much about just surviving.

MH/Zodiac 

I was born a Leo. But my moon is scorpio. That explains a lot... Two fixed signs that don't really get along with each other inhabiting the same body is bound to generate a lot of internal conflict.

I should also make mention that I've taken the dive back into Furaffinity! www.furaffinity.net/user/drifterdragonfaerie

Wellp. If I'm gonna start working on commissions full time, it seems I'll have to jump back into Twitter. You can follow me at @RDragonfae.

In regards to getting a flow of commissions off the ground, I accept any help and support with the utmost gratitude.

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