Suicide cw
It'd be better for Philippa if she didn't have someone like me dragging her down. My family hates me, I have no support here to keep from being homeless, I can't get out of this hateful place, I really am not seeing a point to living anymore when all I do is fail and disappoint.
Suicide cw
Not that I expect anyone to care, I just needed to vent while I seriously contemplate if my life can be salvaged.