Suicide cw
I keep trying to get myself out of this situation and nothing is going right. I can't get a job in MD to be able to move, I can't afford to stay here, my coworkers have become hostile and cruel to me, and my mental health is deteriorating.
I'm considering spending my check on a gun and just ending it.
It's easier to get a gun than a job or help here anyway.
Suicide cw
Not that I expect anyone to care, I just needed to vent while I seriously contemplate if my life can be salvaged.