Suicide cw 

I keep trying to get myself out of this situation and nothing is going right. I can't get a job in MD to be able to move, I can't afford to stay here, my coworkers have become hostile and cruel to me, and my mental health is deteriorating.

I'm considering spending my check on a gun and just ending it.

It's easier to get a gun than a job or help here anyway.

Suicide cw 

It'd be better for Philippa if she didn't have someone like me dragging her down. My family hates me, I have no support here to keep from being homeless, I can't get out of this hateful place, I really am not seeing a point to living anymore when all I do is fail and disappoint.

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Suicide cw 

Not that I expect anyone to care, I just needed to vent while I seriously contemplate if my life can be salvaged.

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