Siph (vent account) @Siphonay@awoo.space

uuuuh what's a lewd

The best way to alienate me and making me not want to be your friend anymore is telling me that I'm driving you to suicide

You can't, nor, to an extent beyond expecting decency, should try to police how people interact with you. What you can do instead is controlling how you interact with people

I've been crying a lot lately. From both negative and positive emotions

Purity is a lie and a toxic concept
Chastity and innocence are not virtues and are not making you a better individual

I can't fucking get the moment when my ex tried to hang himself on camera on Skype with me

I still can't find a job and I'm out of money to eat again

I'm gay!!!! Fuck me in the ASS

https://awoo.space/media/Iw37s4SLWgKzfhYL-FY

What the fuck?? I'm unfollowing her holy shit

Were the instances on joinmastodon.org hand picked? donphan.social is not on it anymore...

Also kind of angry instances.social lists it as DOWN but can't do much about that

I'm having this feeling since a pretty long time that I will die young, like, in my 30s, it's been haunting me

It never gets better. I'm 20 years old and I still feel like my body is fragile like a kid's

Of course I'm able bodied but at the same time every single part of my body is so weak and fragile, I'm tired of it

It would be my seventh surgery under general anesthesia I think

At least the doctor was nice to me this time

Just rip this fucking ear off already. I don't know if it's worth it. It's causing me so much pain...