Body (ears), medical bad news
My doctor can't see what's happening because my ears are getting dirty too quickly and he can't clean them because they're too dirty as well, and because it is infected. I'll have to take antibiotics, and see him every week for local care. He's afraid I have a cyst that grew behind my eardrum.
It would be the second time it grows back and it would mean I'd have to get a surgery again if I don't want to definitely lose my left ear's hearing.
sad
I don't know how I can get into my mind that our ex-partner is not coming back, that me and my boyfriend are just two now. I keep dreaming he's coming back at night. Even though he probably hates me now. That's been on my mind for months. I keep wanting to cry because of this, I really can't move on. The worst is we're probably better off out of each other's lives. Ugh. It seems like it was so easy for him to forget me.
@Siphonay I like my sister a lot and admire her as a person but even then she never has been in a situation like mine so maybe I should stop taking everything she says as if she knew better than me (that isn't even her intention) and making myself feel bad about it
awoo dot space is fixenered!! @vahnj