anticipations of the future, seen in hindsight (~) 

Sudden flash of memory - watching That Monster leave at the airport on what was to be his final trip to visit me, walking out of sight through security, and abruptly just KNOWING that I would never see him again. I told myself it was just being sad to see him leave and tried to push it out of my mind.

About a month, as I understand the timing, before he would meet the girl that he'd fall in love with, hide from me, and eventually marry and start a family with.

Wish I'd listened to myself.

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re: anticipations of the future, seen in hindsight (~) 

I wonder if that's when I stopped being able to anticipate things clearly. I wonder if it'll ever come back.

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