anticipations of the future, seen in hindsight (~)
Sudden flash of memory - watching That Monster leave at the airport on what was to be his final trip to visit me, walking out of sight through security, and abruptly just KNOWING that I would never see him again. I told myself it was just being sad to see him leave and tried to push it out of my mind.
About a month, as I understand the timing, before he would meet the girl that he'd fall in love with, hide from me, and eventually marry and start a family with.
Wish I'd listened to myself.
re: anticipations of the future, seen in hindsight (~)
I wonder if that's when I stopped being able to anticipate things clearly. I wonder if it'll ever come back.