Shadowrun thoughts
Thinking ahead - very very far ahead in this case, to one of the Big Bads of the Shadowrun game that I'm in. Specifically, thinking ahead to the confrontation with the denouement and the completion and et cetera. I think I know how I would take care of it...
...of course, the last time I did that, I was so hilariously off-base that it was just silly when I looked back. This will probably be the same way.
trans thoughts, dysphoria (~-)
This is probably also a result of my mind desperately trying to fixate on something besides "things would be better if I had been born a girl", which has been... a pretty strong theme today.