No, I can't seem to shake my desires. Though Lord knows I'm trying my best to extract them or supress them. I keep failing.
But anyhow, in my recent searches I seem to be stumbling, every so often, upon pictures of a genie with her back to the camera. Looking over her shoulder with a knowing and "come hither" expression. I've found a few unique instances of this. All clearly with the implication of "this hot genie wants to do something with you, the viewer".
My brain has seized on these pictures in a very different way. A very problematic way.
See, my brain says these were obviously people who were /not/ genies moments before the picture in question. These were individuals who had no interest in becoming genies - in fact, they were fleeing in order to escape geniefication. But the bottle needs a genie. Or the master holding the bottle needs a genie. So fleeing won't work.
What we're seeing in the picture is the moment after the thick hazy smoke clears, or after that sudden, unstoppable /snap/ of magic. The moment when, "No, fuck you!" becomes "~Mmm, your wish is my command". Where the previous resistance is overwritten with genie confidence and obedience, and body is molded into Djinn perfection.
And of course I imagine myself in that situation.
My brain's fucked up. It's extremely problematic, being non-con and awful. But I can't gut it from my head the way I ought to.