God I hate being human, I hate looking male, I hate looking at my skin right now. Why can't I just have a rubber body, why can't I just be a kangaroo, why can't people just look at me and not see anything male in me? Why can't I look into a mirror and not see everything I dislike about it. My whole body feels bad. I keep trying not to think about how my skin feels and my hair and I can't stop thinking about it. It's actually distressing me right now and I can't ignore it. FUck fuck fuck fuck
re: dysphoria --
@Thaminga It really is completely inseparable from my gender dysphoria and loves to come at me with a double attack