Emotional instability (-)
@maxinered@queer.party
I'm scared of my anger. And that I make others afraid with it.
I'm afraid of my fear, and especially my depression. They lead me down dark paths. My self-doubt and self-hate.
You are good, I genuinely believe that. You don't like hurting anyone, and I've never seen you act maliciously or with ill intent. I've never even seen you hurt anyone, myself.
Emotional instability (-)
@Ulfra_Wolfe @maxinered@queer.party Anger is a poison. I was angry when I was younger, fueled by self loathing, but when I started HRT I decided "no more" and since then I haven't been angry even once.
For me I think my main concern is losing the losing the good emotions that took me so long to find, and to lose my ability to trust.