I drew the Silicon Dawn for spiritual guidance.
Bottom card is the problem I'm looking for. The superhero fool, the one that shouldn't belong, that could fly if she only willed it, but also should listen to her common sense before trying to fly, not after.
Then reversed king of swords for my motivation, Science for my anxiety, Ruin for the situation I'm unaware of, reversed Prudence for my advice card, Debauch for how to proceed from my worries and keep moving, The Fool (Crone) for how to proceed without worry, and if I do all of this, I achieve Victory -- specifically that of working with others.