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I want to be damn proud of the me that will exist five years from now.

Hey, all. I'm feeling much much better now. Beating myself up time is over, time to pick myself up and resolve to do better by others and myself.

You're all wonderful people, and I wish you all the very best.

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Sigh. I just want to fade away and not exist or hurt anymore.

You can be honest as you want in life, someone's always gonna assume you're lying. Even those that should be close to you.

Why did I ever have the feeling I had something to prove?

When you learn to stop doing things with expectations of award or accolades, and just to help & heal, things change.

(So long as your energies are directed towards that which grow, and not to that which only takes)

"Who convinced you that treating you that way is ok?"

Someday take a bit time to just... enjoy. Yea, enjoy. Be happy. Just sit there and go "You know. I'm happy. I can just be happy. I don't need something special. I can be happy *RIGHT NOW*."

Today's tarot draw is Executive of Zent from www.neonmoontarot.com
Themes for this card include: Abundance, security, control, avarice.

"The King of Zent is methodical, fatherly, wealthy, generous, and stable. This card indicates achievement of power, support, and wealth. His richness is not just financial but spiritual as well."

#illustration #tarot #cyberpunk

Not really doing well.

Life keeps throwing stress after stress and I can't fucking focus and I'm behind on EVERYTHING.

(Also: All of Pratchett, all of Philip K. Dick, though ALL of PKD is really very hard, but he's very easy to read for me)

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Recommended reading list. My actual list would be much much longer, but I'd very much recommend reading these through. They were surprisingly enlightening.

The Elves listened from the forest.
"Is that humans?"
"They're singing. I like it."
"It sounds horrible!"
"And still they sing."
"Oh. Yes."
#MicroFiction #TootFic #SmallStories

ICE rant 

I'm not a big fan of eternal punishment, but I'm just saying, if there's a Hell, there's definitely a space in it for every single fucking member of ICE.

Gore; crushing fascists; macro/micro 

Crush the fash!

Furaffinity link: furaffinity.net/view/27548368/

Weasyl link: weasyl.com/~soluslupus/submiss

Rather happy with this, adds to my list of pics of giant Nettle.

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