Nettle Briar @Ulfra_Wolfe@awoo.space

The more people twist the narrative on me, the more I know they have to hide

Man, dishonest people sure are good at taking the one thing they think they can mock out of your accounts of abuse.

I don't remember when Ratttz ever once consulted me or Willow or Hazel on our abuse.

https://www.cnbc.com/2018/06/20/cost-us-immigrant-detention-trump-zero-tolerance-tents-cages.html

This is how much it costs to detain an immigrant in the US

I just don't know why I was tip-toeing around landmines for so long when it was an overt attempt to silence anyone who would speak out against the kind of person who would abandon her so-called lovers during a crisis, in a house FULL of guns that she kept pushing us to look at, right after Willow was bashing her head against the wall, suicidal, over the stressful and unstable situation she kept us into.

I relive my trauma over and over and get IGNORED EACH TIME

Well, fuck this.

I know who my family is.

I just want to note that if you have a culture for the vulnerable and then refuse to listen to the vulnerable about the abuse they suffer, you're full of shit.

If you side with my abuser over me and her many victims, I have no reason to trust in you whatsoever.

And honestly, if a bunch of people leave my life that would overlook the harm done to the abused, done to those used for the sexual gratification of someone wealthy, that get uprooted from where they live, transportation stripped, and put into increasing situations of instability, while their boundaries keep getting crossed and "domming" becomes outright physical abuse in the stories of MANY people, not just me:

Please. Leave my life. Refuse to talk to me. I'm BETTER OFF.

All those people telling you to stay away from me:

I'm radioactive. It comes from being a trauma survivor that's got a story to tell that undermines people's friends-with-benefits networks.

The fear I feel in the deep dark woods will always be preferable to the crushing feeling of urban blight

Headphones, phone, and some synthwave are all I need sometimes to stave off the bad thoughts

By KisaHosnov on twitter.

Sometimes one just needs to be a vaporwave wolf to forget it all.

If your culture is supposed to be supportive to vulnerable people, I trust you not at all when you go out of your WAY to ignore the word of vulnerable people actually under harm because they don't give you an easy fuck.

It's kind of funny how I'm coming out publicly and I'm the bastard, whereas they need to hide among the few who they know they can control the narrative to.

I am not afraid of the opinions of those who aid and abet abusers.

I am not afraid to speak out anymore.

I know what was done to us.