Nettle Briar @Ulfra_Wolfe@awoo.space

I owe an apology to a lot of people that I have hurt, and I have a lot of things to consider in my behavior that has led to such hurt. I don't much like how I've been in the past month.

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Net Neutrality in the USA is at a tipping point, and if we want to save it, we have to fight. If you're in the US and have a phone, please call this number.

I feel like I sold people on this idea that I'm some lovely wolf mom, when in reality I'm some slavering wolf monster in an apron that snarls easy and keeps a super messy den

Cause, I am on fire,
A crying, burning liar,
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
again, again
And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,

I haven't been myself lately,
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay.
Saying things that I don't mean,
Not meaning what I say.

When it's good, it's so good,
When it's bad, it's SO BAD.
Even when I knew what I had

What am I supposed to say,
when I end up driving everyone away?

I cannot kill myself, people depend on me.
I cannot kill myself, people depend on me.
I cannot kill myself, people depend on me.
I cannot kill myself, people depend on me.
I cannot kill myself, people depend on me.
I cannot kill myself, people depend on me.
I cannot kill myself, people depend on me.
I cannot kill myself, people depend on me.
I cannot kill myself, people depend on me.
I cannot kill myself, people depend on me.
I cannot kill myself, people depend on me.

I am very very disillusioned and not trusting these days.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dZLMdy9DiLY&list=RDMM9Xz4NV0zsbY&index=4&pbjreload=10

Undertale - Battle Against a True Hero w/ Intro (Violin Metal Cover/Remix) || String Player Gamer

I am TIRED of hypocrisy. I am TIRED of bullshit. I am TIRED of people acting like they care, and then turning their backs on those who need help. I am TIRED of people calling out abusers, but only if they're cishets. I am TIRED of "believe the victims" being a mantra UNTIL it's someone people know personally.

I am especially TIRED of watching people act like they're neutral, then only listening to one side of a story.

Life isn't fair. But we should be trying to MAKE it fair, goddamnit.

I am tired of seeing lesser known people getting fucked over because there's fewer to shed tears for them.

So soon after my demon sister comes in to move in with me, I may lose her. She is very sick and she's not getting less so.

And it's just not fair.

I want to be full of love. I want to radiate it. I want to make people feel welcome, to feel warm, to feel like they can be the best they can be. I want to be an inspiration.

Then reversed king of swords for my motivation, Science for my anxiety, Ruin for the situation I'm unaware of, reversed Prudence for my advice card, Debauch for how to proceed from my worries and keep moving, The Fool (Crone) for how to proceed without worry, and if I do all of this, I achieve Victory -- specifically that of working with others.

I drew the Silicon Dawn for spiritual guidance.

Bottom card is the problem I'm looking for. The superhero fool, the one that shouldn't belong, that could fly if she only willed it, but also should listen to her common sense before trying to fly, not after.