Mental Dump, Emotions are complicated, Mostly +?
I wish explaining my emotions or thoughts was easier and wasn't just me bumbling through trying to word them.
Most recent example is trying to explain my positive feelings towards my own boyfriend and provide thoughts and re-examining the conversation and how I approach it is so... ugh. I'm at least glad they are understanding but... Go me.
Expressing emotions or deeper thoughts have always been a challenge for me, because its hard for me to word them. A mix of hiding them and a mix of just not fully understanding how to conceptualize them in full...
Emotions are messy, and are not super logical, and anything to do with them used to be a major anxiety point... Still is, but thankfully not as bad now that I've been forcing myself to be a little more open.
re: Mental Dump, Emotions are complicated, Mostly +?
I also need to get out of the habit of -constantly- re-editing what I say because I'm terrified of being misunderstood. Fuck my brain being the way it is, seriously.
Now back to your regularly scheduled postings.