Drug mention, MH, +~
Well, I ended up abandoning the sobriety thing.
Nightmares and intense dreams were too much and my anxiety was spiking up to 2018 levels.
So, back to weed. However, I am using a 4:1 vape and it honestly chills me out and nukes anxiety more effectively than my 'use as needed' anxiety meds.
Plus, sleep.
However, I am keeping it primarily to "as needed" versus a method for sleep and function every night and trying to find a nice balance with things.
And 1:1s for occasional recreational use of course.