Real life selfie, eye contact, trans stuff, ehhhh
I've been exceptionally worried about passing and feeling I've become masculine over time.
This is coupled with still getting sir'd or called he in public even tho some people know my name. It's made me uncomfortable.
In such, I'm posting a picture of myself for the wooooorld to see, and maybe provide some thoughts.
I do know I've gained weight.
Are you ready kids? I can’t heeeeer you! Ohhhhh
Who lives in a sepulcher under the sea
GREAT CTHULHU
all rugose and squamous and bloated is he!
GREAT CTHULHU
that which is not dead may eternal lie
and with strange aeons even death may die
GREAT CTHULHU GREAT CTHULHU GREAT CTHULHU GREAT CUH-THOOL-HOO!
*nauseating piping*
I was lonely, so I made a friend! ^^ I will paint them tomorrow, but here is dolph-friend!
Some nights can be especially lonely, as my romantic partner lives in Washington and I moved down to Arizona for a job. Distance can be hard for anyone and so can loneliness.
For others who have similar situations, of being far from loved ones, or even friends, or even just needing someone, then here is a dolphin friend for you as well. ^^
Today I learned drinking water while living in a desert is important.
Do not be like me and forget to drink water besides a cup with pills, while on a diuretic like spironolactone, while chugging caffeine, on an extremely hot day.
And then get home, proceed to do physical work of running cables and then wonder why you feel overheated, shivery, shaky, exhausted, and about to collapse.
Drink. Water.
Drug mention, sleep issues, -
Have laid off weed for about 3 and a half weeks from daily usage and my sleep has returned to crappy. Urgh.
Only laid off because it was starting to make me sluggish the following day and had to counterbalance it with high caffeine levels.
There is no winning, stupid body. -.-
At least my anxiety spikes haven't returned.
Otherkin, sea dragon and part-time gryphon (Nakawe at cons!), often goo, extremely spiritual, high functioning autistic, agender, demi, socialist, extremely pro cannabis.
Work in space related stuff.
Account for posting musings and sometimes self created art. Personal, too, apparently!
Currently Arizona based!