MH (-) 

No matter how close I feel to finally being able to leave this place, there's a voice in my head telling me I'm going to rot here, or be miserable no matter where I go.

And I don't know how to make that voice shut up. I don't know how to tell it that it's wrong.

I'm so tired...

MH (-) 

I'm just so afraid. Afraid of things not changing, no matter what and I just die having accomplished nothing.

I finally remember what happiness feels like and it's been such a fleeting feeling.

I hope moving in with my GFs helps me. If it doesn't, I don't know what I can do.

re: MH (-) 

@Cr0wnless *hugs* I think moving in with your GFs will turn out well, it will not be an instant thing but you will get better in a happy and supportive environment.

Sign in to participate in the conversation
Awoo Space

Awoo.space is a Mastodon instance where members can rely on a team of moderators to help resolve conflict, and limits federation with other instances using a specific access list to minimize abuse.

While mature content is allowed here, we strongly believe in being able to choose to engage with content on your own terms, so please make sure to put mature and potentially sensitive content behind the CW feature with enough description that people know what it's about.

Before signing up, please read our community guidelines. While it's a very broad swath of topics it covers, please do your best! We believe that as long as you're putting forth genuine effort to limit harm you might cause – even if you haven't read the document – you'll be okay!