life (neg)
My car has officially given up the ghost which I was half expecting but still sucks ass because car prices are so inflated RN. I let my dad know and he had to immediately call me and get on my case about everything and make it so much worse. I have a lot of work to finish this afternoon but I don’t know how to calm down. I’m really exhausted and I’m going to England at the end of the week and have a lot to do to be able to deal with that as well.
life (neg)
It feels like all people have for me is expectations about what I should do or need to be doing and I’m trying my best but nobody is willing to meet me half way. I just want to go to bed for a while.
life (neg)
A funny addendum to this is he felt like he needed to pressure me to visit my brother and talk to my sister - I think he feels like l’m falling out of step with the family. The funny thing about this is that I am always the one to reach out and lately have not had the time or energy - but that doesn’t stop anyone from reaching out to me. Maybe if you want me to hang out with you stop being insane to me lmao
