??? circular thinky thoughts, bad
do I want to move? do I want to move.... to space? am I dissociating? I should talk to the person I'm moving in with about my concerns. there's no way to talk to them about said concerns without sounding like a shitheel. fuck. I should be working I have a bunch of things to do. the more things I do the closer I get to a vague moving date. I have to figure out a moving date. I have to pack. do I have to move? do I want to move? ............etc