social isolation
I feel so disconnected from everyone right now. I'm not even sure why I'm on social media anymore.
I don't share many of y'all's interests. I don't ruminate about my gender as much as I used to. Even politics, I concentrate on my own shit, but if I look too far afield, it seems hopeless.
My therapists talk about social risk, but they mostly mean in meatspace. I takes so much energy to connect with people... I'm always afraid I won't be able to reciprocate.