Charlotte 猫 Awoo Fide @confusedcharlot@awoo.space

@sanspoint i would be interested in knowing what you finally get.

@sanspoint if you mostly like the sound of the default cart in this turntable, the https://www.google.com/search?q=CF95SE

is a reasonable upgrade

@maloki look who's talking

@maloki

kinda makes me wonder what might have been. i feel old and broken a lot of the time these days. some of that is internalized ageism, but i genuinely feel worn down,

like there's a me that i'll never have the energy to be, a me that could self consciously shape my appearance to please myself and provide a comfortable skin to walk around in.

idk the last year has been pretty hard, but so have the years before that. i don't feel very resilient anymore.

i mean i look about 30 years younger in this... #picrew

@chemelia genetics can play a big roll. the women in my family tend to have narrow hips, and my hips seem to have followed suit. there may also be a limit to how far my pelvis can move since i started hrt pretty late.