It’s hard sometimes.

I’ve been wound up tighter than a spring and stressed out because of job stuff. I don’t feel like I’m going anywhere and I’m stagnant, typical complaints.

But just... in the grand scheme of things it’s nothing. I’ve got people around me who suddenly lost their ability to walk. People who wind up in the hospital for things outside of their control. People who can’t work because of things outside of their control.

And against all that, my complaints of being bored and stressed and unfulfilled are... what? It’s so hard to reconcile my relatively mundane and simple problems with the much bigger ones all around me. And get those problems don’t leave me any less worn out, any less tense and wound up and unable to sleep.

It’s just... hard to put it all together sometimes, meh.