Fayne, The Unfluffed @faynefluff@awoo.space
Seattle-area birb. Sometimes goes flying down mountains. Much yawn and many fluff. She/her, big gay lesbiab.
Joined Feb 2019
*nudges this back alive as the twits finally decide to start burning*
Fayne, The Unfluffed
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more of that lewd yeehaw from last night
it's done
and it's done for @faynefluff
Really wanna get these stitches out though, ugh.
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Honestly trying to find a reason rn to not just... spend all of every day of this month outside of work hours high out of my mine.
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And back to being nonfunctional on the floor. Yay.
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Curled up on the floor sobbing. Feel like I’m on the edge of just... giving up, honestly.
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Another night where I can’t sleep due to crying. I feel like this year has just... broken me at this point. Still feels selfish even saying that. I’ve got so many things in my favor that other people don’t. But god I just... Even with therapy, medication, time, and all, everything just still... hurts so much. I don’t really know when and if it will stop at this point. I’m just sitting here staring into the void and hoping that maybe at some point the darkness fades a bit and I can be okay.
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God the tough starvation is real right now. Just want to curl up with someone. Really starting to drag me down slowly...
Screw night shifts, seriously. Just need some cuddles rn.
So I’ve been too into blaseball lately. It’s a good reprieve from stuff. Also hi, I need to be around here more often, hah.
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And then; after having been pretty stable the last couple days considering everything...
...missing my therapy appointment; more than anything else; just sent me into uncontrollable tears. Yay.
relationships, (~)
Stuff kind of wound up in an okay place; I guess. At least as far as the state that things were in.
...I really do think I’m taking a break from relationships in general for a couple of months tho, yeah.
Yeah I think I’m just... done with relationships for a few months here. Blah.
Sitting in my car listening to Meat Loaf and waiting for my therapy appointment to come around. No clue what this says about my mental state but it’s probably nothing great, lol.
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God all I want right now is someone to hug me and tell me it’s going to be okay and I just... mewl. Sigh.
I done fucked up everything hard.
Fayne, The Unfluffed
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RT @mspowahs@twitter.com
The ADHD trait of "a million projects" is actually an adaptive strategy for brains that very specifically can't do what they set out to. By working "sideways" on many things, you get a *lot* done—while feeling like you "never do anything" (i.e., what you're "supposed" to do). 1/
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gym joke
it's more expensive to go to the gym in DC because you have to pay the capital gains tax
I do kind of just fucking need to get laid tho, lol.
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One of those instances where I really wish I had the ability to just snap my fingers and fix things.
Alas; I just get to suffer through instead.
At least it’s a learning and growth experience, right? /bitter
Seattle-area birb. Sometimes goes flying down mountains. Much yawn and many fluff. She/her, big gay lesbiab.
Joined Feb 2019
