It’s quite amazing how quickly things can just slip and slide, honestly.
Three weeks ago I was generally doing fairly okay. A little in the rut of the status quo but that happens.
In three weeks I’ve managed to knock three or four major blows to that stability in most every direction and leave myself so stressed and exhausted that I can’t even sleep.
Now I’m saying hi to suicidal ideation again. Been a while since we’ve talked, tons of fun there.
Just fucking meh.