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Another night where I can’t sleep due to crying. I feel like this year has just... broken me at this point. Still feels selfish even saying that. I’ve got so many things in my favor that other people don’t. But god I just... Even with therapy, medication, time, and all, everything just still... hurts so much. I don’t really know when and if it will stop at this point. I’m just sitting here staring into the void and hoping that maybe at some point the darkness fades a bit and I can be okay.