not-good dreams
ugh--unsettling dreams last night; one, where I was in a really big (battleship?) boat, idling at harbor, when a series of +100 ft waves started coming in. then riding the boat on the crest of the waves, helplessly watching them wash over and destroy the city below me. I was fine, but couldn't do anything to help the people below...
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then there was the dream that I was packing up from a weekend out somewhere, and everything was going fine until I realized I'd lost the cat carrier to bring Nar home (why the HELL I was out weekending somewhere WITH NAR, I have no idea), so I tried to put him in a really big, empty bleach container--I'd washed it out, but it still had strong fumes, and he was gasping, so I started cutting holes in it, but he got out through them.
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so then I was trying to repair the holes with duct tape, then gave it up and asked somebody to go to a vet/pet store for me and get a carrier while I walked around holding Nar in my arms, who was uncharacteristically non-struggly.
not really bad dreams, not nightmares, just... not good. hey subconscious, WTF. JUST TELL ME WTF.
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OH AND ALSO I dreamed that my father showed up and wanted to talk to me, and I tried to avoid him, then finally said "If you want to talk then let's talk, but I'm going first and you're not going to like what I have to say." we went off somewhere to talk and I got distracted by stuff in the background and that part ended. :|
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@green I know those are dreamcakes, not realcakes, but Trophy Cupcakes makes GF cupcakes that are as good as their regular ones. As in "we buy these for Kauko's birthday and everyone eats them and nobody cares that they're GF and thinks they're fantastic."
not-good dreams + food
@literorrery I will have to try that out! there's actually a brand I can get at Fred Meyers, they're mini-cupcakes and so annoyingly tiny but still completely edible. it's so nice that there's so much *tasty* GF food available these days. :D
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also had the usual "everybody else is having delicious cupcakes which I CANNOT EAT, it's okay I'll just sit here and have this squashed, cardboard-like, flavorless flax muffin" dream. it doesn't bother me in waking life (much) (any more), why does it come up SO DAMN OFTEN in dreams?? >___<