anti-self vent 

I feel like I have no remaining functional internal sensors for what's appropriate and inappropriate to say to my friends. I feel so fucking lost and paralyzed.

All I can do is blindly follow what remains of my internal compass and try to do what feels right, and I genuinely apologize if that's mostly going to be "run off and hide under the nearest rock" for a few months-- with occasional bouts of "poke my nose into places it should no longer go."

I'm sorry. About everything.

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anti-self vent 

@zebratron2084 oh hon. *gentle hugpets offered* it's okay. *nosebump*

anti-self vent 

@green Yeah, I just... I thought I was okay today, but I'm finding myself thrown into a complete tizzy of self-doubt by the stupidest little trivial social signals, anything I can interpret as possibly being the result of annoyance at me, and I'm so fucking embarrassed at myself. *hug*

anti-self vent 

@zebratron2084 aaaah, yes. I have had days like that too. much empathy. :/

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