uh, language-learning things:
Apparently I was like half-awake this morning to hug MedBF before he left for work n I muttered "te amo" which is normal but then followed up with "soy un lobo" and like. not incorrect but why am i muttering this in Spanish as a send-off to work while Im half asleep? :P
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Don't wanna get over-excited or reveal too much just yet bc the project isn't set but I've been wanting to interview Tiamat the Dragon Lady for ages and I just sent it an interview request and Im really excited and nervous. :B Like, just the idea of getting to talk to someone who's made physical transition steps toward being nonhuman is exciting as someone who wants that for myself.
weed
ofc I HAD to get sick the day Medical BF gets his cast off and we celebrate by buying weed. x x
But it goes to show how far I've come with recovering from my dependence that I don't even feel the urge to smoke despite my sickness, which i would have had in the past. In fact, I really *don't* want to smoke until I feel better so I can really enjoy breaking my weed fast. I think I can actually have some control over my consumption and that makes me really happy.
Spooky mood
"idk man your salt is cavernous and multifaceted" is probably the most accurate testimonial of me I've ever heard
@Skirmisher SHIT this happens to me all the time. I think I've tried disabling Superfetch and the Telemetry garbage and it *still* does this. It's complete shit.
orientation/identity struggles
Plus with as many men as I've been traumatized by in my life, it's extra hard to admit I like some men. I feel like I'm not supposed to, and I feel like I'll get hurt if I do. :/
But I guess the fact of the matter is I do indeed like some men.
orientation/identity struggles
And I cannot for the life of me find a way to describe my orientation that makes me comfortable? Im uncomfortable with bi and ply, am not pan, and really dislike any labels with a -sexual/-romantic suffix in general.
I'd really like a word that specifies my attraction to alterhumans specifically, as well, and at this point I'm thinking I might just have to coin one. And that's not a thing I'm thrilled with bc... I'm worried whatever I coin will just sound silly?
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a mess of blackbirds in a trenchcoat all trying to be the same person and variably succeeding.