s0rd @howlingalice@awoo.space
- pronouns today:
- they/them i guess
The Flock⛦23⛦pronouns vary⛦dnfi under 18
a mess of blackbirds in a trenchcoat all trying to be the same person and variably succeeding.
Joined Oct 2017
s0rd
boosted
not as silly, postfurry
Postfurry actually was the catalyst to me connecting all the wires that didn’t seem right in my life, from my interests to my gender and species. Postfurry told me that it was okay to give all of this stuff meaning that was all previously “just escapism”. It showed me that it is a window to our hearts and that we are allowed to take all that we love and desire, weave it into a narrative and self, and not just say “this is me”, but BE this Us.
I told Medical BF that Im replacing/adding to the 70 pushups a day I've worked up to with one full rep of Caramelldansen and I'm waiting to see:
1. how long i can keep doing it (goin strong there)
2. how long before it either breaks him or he gets used to it or BONUS joins me
weed; personal testimony to Mutant Standard being great
can't do that with just any emojos
sad; i need MORE hugs gods fucking pls
I love being completely unappreciated as an admin and unrecognized until someone has shit to talk about me or something about me to mock and ridicule.
I love feeling so attacked and unappreciated and worthless that it makes me fucking cry and leave a community, even if for a day or two, that I had a big paw in helping to build.
Love being the admin that gets shit for just doing my job even when no other staff gets shit for doing the same moderation.
sad; i need a hug ok
Wow I love being personally attacked through public and obvious vagueing on other platforms until I cry ( :
Playing that new Scare Bear's Pizza Tycoon game :V I swear more at these animatronics than I do at the Massholes that give me panic attacks on the road :V
lewd silliness; transition
Im still gonna make jokes about my huge tiddies even after top surgery tho
gender crisis; dreams bout surgery
welp. I had a mini crisis over whether or not i wanted top surgery bc I like my tits in a sexual context and wasnt sure if i wanted to give that up or not, but I had a dream last night where I got top surgery, and looked in the mirror and was all :DDDD
But the next moment I looked in the mirror and had long, flat, sagging breasts that dont look like what i have now and i was like ??? wtf this isn't top surgery what happened D:
I think this decides it, then :V
especially bless my girlfriends Poppy and Gabriel for being beautiful and good and I'm gay
thinking about girls and how cute they are and how much I love them actually is making me feel less depressed
bless girls
questions about Zoloft/sertraline
Started trying SSRIs again with Zoloft, and wheeeee it's making my depression worse. :V I forgot that SSRIs make shit worse before they make it better, but the worry, ofc, is that it will just continue to make me feel like shit.
Has anyone else gone on Zoloft, had this symptom, and come out the other side alright and feeling better once it kinda..kicks in, I guess?
i got so little sleep last night that i fell asleep in the waiting room of my therapist's office RIP
angry vagueing about someone vagueing me on another platform
Like, once we actually got asked almost indignantly if we expected a writers' position we opened up to be a non-paying position like ???? Bitch we run the thing and
you think WE get paid??? I WISH I got paid, considering I put this shit on my resume as volunteer work. It's ALL volunteer work and it's because I love and care about this community and it's exhausting when it feels like no one else does.
angry vagueing about someone vagueing me on another platform
Honestly I'm so fucking tired. So. Tired. No one fucking appreciates how goddamn hard we work to maintain this community and work toward making it an actual legal charity where we can raise actual awareness of alterhumanity. We so often feel like no one actually fucking cares or appreciates us.
angry vagueing about someone vagueing me on another platform
Honestly, as an otherkin, im getting real sick of "True Otherkin" protecting the ~precious community~ from those ~awful 'wishkin'~ and like.
Sorry not sorry, otherkin ain't special. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ It's *not* the only way to have a nonhuman identity and never fucking has been, and if you can't wrap your head around that then maybe try deflating it and pulling it out of your ass first.
angry vagueing about someone vagueing me on another platform
Bitch just @ me next time lol
If you have SUCH a problem with me "blurring the lines" of your precious One Way To Be Nonhuman shit then why were you in the server for so long? It's literally in our fucking mission statement. We've always provided space for the people you think are just "fake otherkin." We've always challenged the ideas that there's hardline ways that these experiences work. Why vague about ME and why only NOW?
I havent been on Masto a lot lately, I gotta catch up.
livetooting The Room drinking game
ok i lied "Do you understand life? Do you????" is my favorite line
livetooting The Room drinking game
"what do you need money for???? "
money can be exchanged for goods and services
- pronouns today:
- they/them i guess
The Flock⛦23⛦pronouns vary⛦dnfi under 18
a mess of blackbirds in a trenchcoat all trying to be the same person and variably succeeding.
Joined Oct 2017
