death, mourning, self-hate
gdi I somehow fucked up the dates so badly that I thought the date of dad's passing was last week, then I thought it was his birthday, and I only just realized that it's neither, he died today and his birthday is this weekend
fuck, I feel like an oblivious fool, I feel like a bad daughter
death, mourning, self-hate
a year ago today I mean. I can't even put a sentence together