CW: Mental focus, work, capitalism (0,-,-)
I have had problems focusing and being productive at work all week. I got a temporary transfer to a new team, and I was actually excited when I started because I actually got to touch a chassis and put my fingers inside a computer professionally (it's been over a year)
But this week, for whatever reason, I clock in and I just can't make myself do my job.
I'm thinking about too many other things that are way more important to me.
Transition, my friends, projects, art, bass lines, stories, the Destiny Crusade game, how great boobs are, Project Kyna (me and @mawr 's bus/house conversion project), How Huskybots /actually/ look and how hard it would be to teach myself 3d modeling so I don't have to feel blocked when I try to show/tell about them.
But no, I'm stuck here. an hour away from my Station, my plush, my friends.
Clocked into my job that I can't even seem to feel is important enough to do what i'm being paid to do.